Hi Hi

We are all just out here trying to navigate the chaos of life, and I have been yearning for a space where I can remove the mask of performance and just be my full / messy / learning / soft af self.

The realities of the harm from systems of dehumanization (i.e. capitalism, imperialism, colonialism, patriarchy, Christian supremacism, etc.) weigh heavily on me. The grief has been overwhelming, and I have spent the last few years becoming familiar with this grief and finding ways to hold and honor it, while also remembering all of the soft, joyous, grounding, pleasurable reasons to be alive. After processing a lot of doubt and insecurity over several years - I am here. Perhaps a tad wiser (or perhaps not), and still learning.

The reflections, poems, sounds, and images that I will share here help ground me and make me feel at home wherever I am. You may even get some of my poetry at some point 🙈 (once I get over feeling shy about it lol). You’re welcome to join me on this journey of being :)

(p.s. this is a strict sweeties-only zone!)

I hope to share 2-3 times a month, but this will vary based on my capacity. Thank you in advance for your patience, grace, and support.

Also if anything resonates with you - please let me know! I would love to chat more and hear about what has been supportive and grounding for you <3 I believe sharing these things is one way we can take care of one another.

Since you made it this far, here’s a pic of my bb Q*bert: